Fun Fun in Toronto...

"Can you imagine when this race is run?"

State: Im fine but Im kinda pissed off at my sister for being such a bitch. My mom is worried about her hanging out with a couple boys (she doesnt know one of them is my sisters boyfriend) and she doesnt really know what to do about them geing together all the time. So I tried to help out by talking to Michelle because she would usually take things better from mem but she goes all defensive and says stop acting like my mother. She is so clueless...
Book: I have a plan to finish Harry Potter hopefully this weekend or later this week. Probably won't happen but at least i have a goal...
Music: The music from this movie my sister is watching with her friend in the next room over is playing through the walls...Ooo something just went "BANG".
Boy: It's a boy I can't talk about, but I think Im really starting to like him and I dont really know what to do about it. I sound so childish saying this..."I like a boooyy..." but hey, whats a girl to do? I think Ill just wait it out and see what happens...*bites lip nervously*
Interesting thing that happened today: I ate 5 pieces of chocolate and nothing else so far today. Ive only been awake for an hour...

So yesterday we went to the university fair as you must well know by now. Ill just go through the day quickly becuase I dont really feel like typing much anymore. We all met at the bus station at 7 15 am: Me, Jess, Seana, Svetlana, Hannah, and Andrea (who is in grade 10 but wanted to come anyways) We got to Toronto at about 10 and got off at Queen St. and walked to the Convention Center. We spent about an hour actually in the U Fair and then were pretty much done so we left. Then we took the subway to the Eaton Center and shopped for a few hours. We went to H&M which Jess and I had been planning to go to together for a long time. I bought a Honey Bee bath bomb and some Lip Squeek lip balm at Lush and then we left and walked towards Kensington Market. As we were walking we stopped at a couple jewlery stands and I opened my lip balm and realized that all the balm was stuck to the lid and none in the bottom...so guess what...right next to a jewlery stand is another Lush and so I went in and tradded my lip balm for one that wasnt stuck to the lid. Then we made our way to Kensington Market. Seana wanted to look at drums. Jess had just said, "If you ever want to buy pot this is the place to come..." when we walked passed this Jamaican Guy standing outside a shop with Jamaican Flags covered in pot leaves. He turned to us and asked, "Where are you from?" and Seana just smiles and says "Peterborough" like it doesnt matter and he was totally gonna start up a conversation. Then we were like "Seana" and so she came. Now Seana isnt blonde but she had a few moments of stupidity that day. That guy was totally gonna try to sell her pot and she, being so naive and innocent, didnt even realize it. She also asked earlier when we were on the bus "what the pointy thing was" and we were like "Seana that's the CN Tower..." O MYYY...she didnt know what the CN tower was... anyways after that we walked back to the bus station and got on a bus after so confusion and came back to peterborough at around 6 30 and went straight to youth group. The End. ha ha ha... oh and I also ate a chocolate covered grasshopper...

The future is set...at least until Friday...

"Music's for the sad man."

State: Tired...not looking forward to trying to understand chemistry.
Music: Billy Jean by Micheal Jackson...I actually think he's a great artiste. He's just...sketchy...
Boy: hmmmm...I think it might have to be...Teddy Geiger at the moment...He's gorgeous in this picture (though he can be funny looking in some pics...I dont look at those) and he's got a great voice and he's really musical. He plays all the instruments and wrote all the songs on his CD Underage Thinking.
Interesting thing that happened today: I felt comfortable with what I am planning for my future, like where I'll be next year and how many university courses I'll have. I will have such a variety and it puts me in a good place to get into university, I think.

Okay so here's the lowdown. Wow I am soo cool using words like that! (; Anyways, this year Im getting 5 U courses and I need 6 to get into University. Next year I'll be taking 4 or 5 more courses. That is 9 or 10 in total!! That is soo good. This year Im getting 3U math, 4U chem, grade 12 vocals, and Ill have 4U english and two theater courses for university as well as accounting. Next year I am taking 3 and 4 U Biology, a 4U history hopefully, and one or two maths. Im going to see what courses I need for Psychology or Speech Pathology (which wouldnt be in my first year anyways) and then figure out what math to take, whether it is Calculus or Data Management or both. We shall see.
It turns out Seana is comming to the University Fair on friday after all. And so is some other girl I don't know. She has a spare at the same time as me I believe. So there will be four of us and we have to be at the bus station for like 7:15 AM. yuck! oh well...

You get pretty this time!...

"Life is a short trip."

Mood: I'm thinking of cahnging this one to state at the moment. That way I can include how Im feeling physically and not just my mood. I will do just that. So Im feeling tired because I just walked home from school and it takes about 50 minutes walking at a regular pace. You can cut it shorter if you're walking faster and add time if you're walking with friends or take a long route. I did the later when I was in grade nine because I didn't really know my way home...I prolly could have figured it out but whatever.
Music: Sadness Grows by faithlift...was my dad's CD but I stole it. It's pretty good for being made in 1993...I was 4...
Boy: Still Lucas Black, but I'll add a crush that I've had on Liam for over a year. He is in my grade and is from Wales...Sooooo Cute! He's got a great accent. *bites lip in a cute and completely unsexual way* So ya...
Interesting thing that happened today: I have an 84% in Chem! 84!!! Im so happy but yes...it is still only the first month of school. I still have 4 months left to fail...Oh! Gilmore Girls premieres tonight!! I am soo excited. And So does Veronica Mars!! my other favortie but I dont get the channel and I have choir tonight at the time it's on so I cant go to Rachel's to watch it. I would if I could but I can't so I CRY!!!...

Well that was long! I dont even really need to write anything else. I just have so much work to do lately and I quit SATB choir. For you who arent musical or go to my school, that's my school choir and SATB stands for Soprano, Alto, Tenor, Baritone and they are the four secitons in the choir. The PCC (peterborough children's chorus) is only SAB but we split sopranos and sometimes split the guys up too. So we can have a 5 part split if we wanted. I have a vocal singing test tomorrow and I did a presentation today in that class on the changing voice. We have a demo we have to do in chemistry. I no longer have a lunch hour as they are taken up by doing vocals work, preparing for chem and going to university meetings. Im going to the University Fair in Toronto with Jess by Greyhound. I've never been on one before and Im excited to go to the fair so ya...okay I'm off to "do homework" now...

No pretty for you...too bad...

"Sitting in a sandpit..."

Mood: I am just in a suberb mood today, even if it is cloudy. My moods usually correspond with the weather and though there is some blue sky, it is mostly cloudy.
Music: Hold On (Acoustic) by Stellar Kart
Boy: Lucas Black...from The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift. He's got the cutest southern accent and is quite attractive if I may say so. He is supposed to be 17 in the movie though he's actually 24. There's also this other guy but I can't talk about that here.
Interesting thing that happened today: I sang with the Westmount Bible Chaple youth worship band during the service this morning.

So we have another practice tonight in less than an hour...it's at 5:30. Let's see...there's me Emily and Seana from the picutre last time, Etienne, Vanessa, Joel, Sebastian, Malcom and Manfred. (The last two are father's and the rest are in the youth group.) This is the first time I've sang at a service with them. I came to a few practices before but was never able to sing with them before. It's lots of fun...
So anyways, about Impact. I don't really feel like writting about this but oh well...Seana and I are planning a concert and a big kick off for the christian group at our school because we are running it this year. The last couple years the group has gone downhill in a very big way so we're trying to let people know about the group. Most people had no idea the group even existed. There's alot of planning going into it all, but our principal is supportive which is incredible. So that's all for right now. I have to go in about 25 minutes...no it hasn't taken me half an hour to write thing. I tried to download a picture of Lucas Black about 4 time and it worked once but then was centered when I wanted it to be on the right so I deleted it and haven't been able to get it back on since. I'll try it again. If it doesn't work, oh well. You dont get to admire his prettiness...

Return on the Internet...

"We don't have the power, but we never say never."

Mood: Happy because my internet is working again. No stress, quite well rested. All around just pretty darn good.
Book: I read a whole 2 chapters this week.
Music: 80's Joint by Kelis
Boy: Oh my dearest Teddy...wow he has a funny name...oh well...he's just so gorgeous...
Interesting thing the happened today: I am doing my math homework. I haven't been awake all that long...Gimme' a break I haven't done much yet today.

So my dad fixed my internet which made me happy. It wasn't working since Thursaday. I dont really have much to say at the moment. I think I'll finish my math now and maybe post a bit later. Then I can talk about Seana and my plans for Impact. I'll prolly see her later today.
This is Seana and Emily:

Where are all the frisbees and picnic blankets?...

"Let us die young or let us live forever."

Mood: Happy even when I know how much stuff I have to do.
Music: It Ends Tonight by The All-American Rejects...Such a good song! Oh, how wonderful art thou, yee All-American Rejects. loveLoveLOVE!
Boy: Not really anything different here. I am a boring boy lover. Ah well...
Interesting thing that happened today: College/University Info assembly at school today. You will see why it is interesting in just a minute.

I am now panic stricken because I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I am staying at PCVS for an extra semester to get Calculus (that doesn't look like it's spelled right) and a history or something. I can't apply to university quite yet because I need one more university course. Just cuz I was stupid and didn't take biology I completely limit myself and I cant take so many courses. I might have to take grade 11 biology in grade 12+ which is really sad. But OMGOOODNESSSS AAAAAHHHHHHH...I dont know what to do!!! I am going to the University Fair in Toronto on the 29th so that might help a bit. But I am not sure if I want to do something involving history, drama, vocals, the humanities...I need biology to da anything like massage therapy...I just dont know. Maybe I should take it. I should have this year!! but i dont think i can get in it now. I might be able to do it online or like a correspondance course or something. I think I'll do that or summer school. Gah Planning my whole life at seventeen is not a picturesque walk in the park. There are no dogs catching frisbees or picninc blankets or even young couple going at it in the long grass...I want to die young so I dont have to plan my life...Forever Young would be nice at the moment...I hate growing up...