Noname. (because it's so much cooler...)

"...It’s just the price I pay. Destiny is calling me. Open up my eager eyes..."
- Mr. Brightside, The Killers

State: I'm not stressed about anything at all today which is new. Recital is over, and the fear thing is in God's hands. Sure, Im still terrified, but Ive decided that whatever happens, happens because God wanted it to. It's up to me to just trust and follow. Thanks to everyone who commented, especially to Jerry for those verses. :)

Book: How To Be A Hero On Earth 5 by Rob Payne. It's part of the White Pine book club which I was so excited about. The way the author writes is so funny, very sarcastic humour and just funny lines. I would write some down but the book is 3 feet away and I therefore cannot reach it...nope i tried to stretch and it wouldnt work.

Music: Time After Time by Quietdrive. My sister recently downloaded the John Tucker Must Die Soundtrack so Ive been listening to it. It's pretty good.

I have nothing else of concequence to tell you.

So peace out and have a great day.

That old familiar fear...

"...that old familiar fear is tearin' at my words. What am I so afraid of?..."

- Here I Go Again, Casting Crowns

I have no idea what to do about this Hope Valley thing. I want to go back but I dont. If I do I am afraid they will ask me to do a devotion for the girls and that scares me soo much. I have no idea what I would do!! Im stuggling with reading the Bible as it is. I doubt I would be able to write a whole devotion from a book I barely know anything about. Everytime I think about everything I have been writting about the past couple days, my chest gets all tight. All this anxiety... Im listening to Voice of Truth by Casting Crowns now. Such a good song! When they played it live at Kingdom Bound I got a little emotional. Look up the lyrics sometime. They are so comforting. WHoa! Jesus is good with giving me ideas! I can do a devotion on fear! The fear of speaking out and/or doing God's will for your life. It is amazing how God can use your biggest fears and turn them around. This is becoming my truth blog, telling about everything I am scared of and stuff...

Updates and Fears...

"Isn't it easy to see I'm falling for you-ooouuoo.. Yeah yeah..."

So I had the feeling that you didn't want to be reminded of Christmas past becuase now were back at school and have only exams to look forward to. So now we are moving on to not so random lyrics from songs I have been listening to...not neccesarily that I am listening to at the moment, but just lately. It just so happens I was just palying that song on my guitar. I got lessons for Christmas (finally) and some new strings which sound funky...im not sure if it is in a good or bad way.

Book: I have the next one in the Crack in the Line series but havent started reading it yet. The 4th Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants comes out TODAY!! I want to go get it but I have no time tonight. They are also starting a White Pine book club thing at my school and as nerdy as it might sound, I really want to go because I was in the Red Maple one when I was little and they have some pretty good books. And I dont have to pay for them!

I really havent updated you in a long time...about two weeks I suppose. I basically just hung out with friends and went skating alot this past holiday. We had Hope Valley reunion which was alot of fun and Im thinking of going back...Im really scared of them asking me to do a devo though! I have no idea how to do one. God would definetely take the reigns on that one fo sho... I dont know... I feel really unsettled about the whole thing which makes me think that Im either on the wrong track completely or headed in the right direction but just need to let God lead. That's something Ive been struggling with when thinking about post-secondary education...It's pretty freakin' scary!! I have no idea what He is planning on doing with me. I am actually just so scared...afraid...terrified out of my wits...that still doesnt seem to describe the panic that seems to rise in me every time I think about my future. I acutally was looking at the KLBC website last night which is weird because going there never really crosses my mind. I need chocolate...Mmm thats better...haha...okay well that's all for now because I am acutally quite busy tonight. Cheers!

Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow...

"I hope you where those red bows in your hair and I think I've got some mistletoe around here somewhere..."

Two Days Until Christmas!! Oh yeeaahhh!!

State: Loungin on my bed, I think Im gonna have a shower after this...I am just so happy that we are off school now!!
Book: Well I still haven't finished The Riddle but I stopped reading that a while ago. I will finish it eventually. Other than that, nothing...
Music: Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine by The Killers I love the guitar part at the beginning!
Interesting Thing That Happened Yesterday: Because I haven't done anything yet today I will talk about my last day of school of 2006! wow...9 more days of this year!! Okay sop yesterday we had 45 minute classes and all the classes were done by 12:00. I skipped first to do a chem assignment then during second we had a Bop It tournament!! sooo much fun!! Though the Twist It twister thing was messed up and hated Liam(*sigh* *thum thump* (the quickened beating of my heart)) In vocals we had a theory test on intervals and inversions, relatively easy and then in chem we handed in the assignment I mentioned earlier and did this weird activity where we read a story and had to find all the elements from the tabl of elements in the story. It was fun acutally and they were sometimes hidden in other words. Ex: cryptic was Krypton and "he died nigh on"... was Neon. Jenny and I were parteners and came in first place! Bonus Marks!! Oh yeah!!
Interesting Thing I Will Do Today: Going to Jess's for a Christmas Party and I have to drop sheet music off to Vanessa at the bulk barn...
Tomorrow and Beyond: I am going to my uncle's for the Rennick Family Chirstmas...not really looking forward to that because I dont like many people on that side of my family. And for Christmas Eve and Day we go to my Nana and Gramp's house for Christmas with my mom's fam. My second cousins are gonn abe there and I barely get to see them so Im exctied about that. I like my mom's side of the family and I have "my room" there and stuff like that. I just feel alot more comfortable there.

In Conclusion, I hope everyone has a fantastic Christmas with friends and family anf remember the true reason for this special holiday. It's all about Jesus, baby! Keep that in mind as you are inching toward that delightful post-Christmas dinner coma...just before your grandma's slightly strange Christmas pudding is served and your little cousin's ask you to come play with their new christmas presents...

Have yourself a merry little Christmas/ Let your heart be light/ From now on our troubles will be out of sight/ Have yourself a merry little Christmas/ Make the Yuletide gay/ From now on our troubles will be miles away/ Here we are as in olden days/ Happy golden days of Yore/ Faithful friends who are dear to us/ Gather near to us once more/ Through the years we all will be together/ If the fates allow/ Hang a shining star upon the highest bough/ And have yourself a merry little Christmas now/ Through the years we all will be together/ If the fates allow/ Hang a shining star upon the highest bough/ And have yourself a merry little Christmas now

Merry Christmas Eveyrone!

I'm kinda boring...

"As I put this star on the very top, let's hold hands and remember all that we gained from His loss."

8 DAYS (give or take) UNTIL CHRISTMAS!!!

State: Not looking forward to school tomorrow...watching Mean Girls on TBS. It's been on alot lately.
Book: None...too much music stuff going on lately.
Music: none...but speaking of music, I have to sing Messiah on monday and tuesday night and I was supposed to practice this weekend but I forgot the music at school and I am also being tested on it on either monday or tuesday as well. Hmm ... I just had a big craving for a PB & J sandwich...oh wait nevermind.
Interesting thing that happened today: I ate cake. It had something crunchy in it. It was weird...

Santa Clause 2 is on Disney and I dont really like this one. I saw the third one with Em Seana and Joel a couple weeks ago and well, it was better than the 2nd one, but I mean nothing beats the original...Okay Im very boring today. I really need something interesting to happen to me so that I can write about it. I think Im going to go shower...Cya later!

Christmas Countdown!!

"As I put this star on the very top, let's hold hands and remember all that we gained from His loss."

8 DAYS (give or take) UNTIL CHRISTMAS!!!

State: Not looking forward to school tomorrow...watching Mean Girls on TBS. It's been on alot lately.
Book: None...too much music stuff going on lately.
Music: none...but speaking of music, I have to sing Messiah on monday and tuesday night and I was supposed to practice this weekend but I forgot the music at school and I am also being tested on it on either monday or tuesday as well. Hmm ... I just had a big craving for a PB & J sandwich...oh wait nevermind.
Interesting thing that happened today: I ate cake. It had something crunchy in it. It was weird...

Santa Clause 2 is on Disney and I dont really like this one. I saw the third one with Em Seana and Joel a couple weeks ago and well, it was better than the 2nd one, but I mean nothing beats the original...Okay Im very boring today. I really need something interesting to happen to me so that I can write about it. I think Im going to go shower...Cya later!